Chermin's Reveries

I have started a new musical project.

http://www.reverbnation.com/theparburyproject

Pain is temporary, Pride is forever.

It’s been a full 7 months since I’ve been drafted into the guards formation.
Life’s tough with more downs then ups, and most of the time I feel that the only easy day was yesterday. Sometimes i echo your name in my mind to get me through the toughest of days, days where I’m suffering in the jungle.

I’ve always tried recollecting how your voice sounds like.

I’m clinging on to becoming a guardsman,
not because I want to, but because I can.

It’s been awhile, I’m 20 now, you’re 19.

I never thought I’d made it through, I’d never thought I’d forget you.
But alas, I cannot recall the tone of your voice, I cannot remember the sweetness of your scent, slowly but surely I’d forget. I ain’t 15 and you ain’t 14 anymore, we ain’t those kids in love of yesterday.

I’ve been staring at my textbox wishing i had the balls to watsapp you and catch up a little, but somehow I think you’d be glad I didn’t.

I don’t know, I need to forget,

for your sake and mine.

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I’m 20 now.

I’ve had many dreams, most of them crushed, most including you.
Alas I shall not be daunted by the past, no matter how it shines through the grime and filth of today.

Anyhows one day I’d like to be smoking cigars on top of a posh office balcony just like Denny and Alan.

In my pursuit of education, I’d be ditching this stagnating country and to study law, and though I don’t have you, I’d like to change small and subtle stuff we deem unfit in today’s society. I’m a small guy but I still have big dreams.

After all, we all have just one world, if I can make the world a better place, yours would be too, no matter how far away you are.